On a high note

Im slightly drunk i had vowed to keep drinking away for 

a while since new years eve, where i had more than enough 

to drink and only a few people have memories to that night and sadly i do not

well today was a good day , after a warm send off the other day from Stephania, Inge , Max , Nicky and Cici i miss them a lot and they

were dying to have said goodbye to Kajsa. Apparently everyone in ivy halls 

does miss her ...including me. 

Funny how a few months back i had a friend who that i had vodoo and that 

is why Kajsa spent most of her time with me but noooo...i think she is 

the one who has a charm on everyone.

I don't get it why everyone was asking about 

her and they soon wanted to meet up with 

her ...she's got some form of charm maybe 

maybe...

I confess now that im not sober 

i dreamt about her ...can't remember what the dream 

was ...and come to think of it 

she told me a lot of stories about ghosts 

darnnn maybe her ghosts are hunting me down 

noo...y are u doing this to me 

nevertheless  she's just simply the amazing 

person i have ever met ..simple , understanding and charming 

sexy, gorgeous the list of good traits continues 

well , as i said earlier on when i was writing thois i have had 8 

foster's and they getting at me now i have no intention of ]correcting any

grammatic errors on this post and that i mean every word i mean here .

Well i should be heading to bed soon or else i 

don't get paid on the project that i am working 

on ...oh yeaahh ....i wanted to say something 

about someone not you who is reading this now 

but it's escaped my head but i will tell it someday

anyway sucker's 

i gotta sleep

soo long until next time

peace ! goodnatch ! huh !

Hakuna matata !

Encore

No more free time on my hands and worse of all my 

extended mornings naps but i will try and sneak my afternoon

nap. Got big projects on my hands gotta commit to them 

and give them my best.

Designing a blog for Kaskade Tours & Travels, after 

that i offered my self to design charity websites

& applications for free, c'mon y'all thats a lot of 

hard work with no pay. But i think those needy people 

out there need a voice to be heard and to be seen 

and i will do my best and deliver to them.

Been trying to hack templates and codes for the last couple of hours

but nothing hmmmmm.... what is happening. Will figure it out anyway sooner 

later. I was excited at the start of this 

but since my brain which hasn't been performing of 

late at full capacity right now i feel 

like shit...maybe i need to smoke some good stuff 

maybe hmmmmm...speaking of which Kajsa (where are u,

nowhere to be found hope you ok. out there 

still got my eye on you ...

anyways i think im done for today 

my alarm is set for 6 a.m. yeeah right 

Peace 

OUCH

Long time ago

 Martin, Keegan, Rose and i forgot his name 

my childhood neighbours until they went to Houston

Texas, and he who i forgot his name went to UAE i 

think not to sure . Mehnn.....still remember how much i 

used to bully Keegan and the damn fights we had over 

consoles and all that Ouch !
Hand wooven sweater from my aunt, as for the 
pants, no comment .....btw i had a full suit pink one 
darn ...so glad i was small and dint know what gay was 
oopps

Memory Lane

How did I end up on this you tube channel it's got me on a memory lane & it's not looking good , the music is good bassline and garage , old skool of course .

Back then me and my friends smoked a lot of the good stuff you know, never got addcited or hooked im too strong for that but it wasn't good.

This was when my virgin lungs puffed some of that shit & and it got me on edge i can't remember what i did the memories have been partially erased. Now kids don't tell this to your mother many years from know whoever , wherever shall be reading this well , i was there done that now i am here telling the story. Anyways the story continues me and my friends would watch a long ass boring movie like Shawshank Redemption , a quarter way through pause and light one up, the continue the movie was old, no plot and not funny but we would find ourselves laughing off to the floor still can't remember why...the movie never seemed to end reason after we paused, we would wait for an hour then continue before we knew it morning was upon us and we didn't have no jobs or commitments so daylight meant sleep time after a night shift of good work. 

well that is chapter one for now Kids remember this happened a long time ago before I Met your Mother !

so long people goodnite !

When i was a youth

Enough said if you din't pass through this i honestly don't know what to say ! Seriously 

can someone please turn back the hands of time.

The R.O.O.T.S

Lyrics to this tune are too deep,
miss the days when they made good music like 
this compared to the garbage they
makin' nowadays.

Genie

A couple was golfing one day on a very, very exclusive golf course, lined with million dollar houses. On the third tee the husband said,"Honey, be very careful when you drive the ball-don't knock out any windows.  It'll cost us a fortune to fix." The wife teed up and shanked it right through the window of the biggest house on the course. The husband cringed and said, "I told you to watch out for the houses! All right, let's go up there,apologize, and see how much this is going to cost."They walked up, knocked on the door, and heard a voice say, "Come on in." 

They opened the door and saw glass all over the floor and a broken bottle lying on its side in the foyer. A man on the couch said, "Are you the people that broke my window?" 

"Uh, yeah. Sorry about that." the husband replied. 

"No, actually I want to thank you-I'm a genie that was trapped for a thousand years in that bottle.  You've released me. I'm allowed to grant three wishes-I'll give you each one wish, and I'll keep the last one for myself." 

"OK, great!" the husband said. " I want a million dollars a year for the rest of my life." 

"No problem-it's the least I could do. And you, what do you want?" the genie said, looking at the wife. 

"I want a house in every country of the world," she said. "Consider it done." the genie replied. "And what's your wish, genie?", the husband said. 

"Well, since I've been trapped in that bottle, I haven't had sex with a woman in a thousand years. My wish is to sleep with your wife." 

The husband looks at the wife and said, "Well, we did get a lot of  money and all those houses, honey. I guess it's OK with me" 

The genie took the wife upstairs and ravished her for two hours. After it was over, the genie rolled over, looked at the wife, and said, "How old is your husband, anyway?" 

"35." she replied. 

"And he still believes in genies?"

Stay Excited

Good morning. Monotony is a RAPID AGER. The mind grows stale very quickly under a monotonous life, a humdrum existence.  Lack of growth, of interest, of change is fatal!!.. People who live the same kind of life year in and year out age rapidly. (Remember)  The shriveling up process, the wrinkles, all appear in the mind first.    Keep changing.   Stay fresh,   Stay excited....

peace

Bigger you rub it Bigger it gets....

 One day when the teacher walked to the blackboard, she noticed someone had written the word 'PENIS' in tiny letters. She turned around and scanned the class looking for a guilty face. Finding none, she quickly erased it and began class. 

The next day, she went into the room, she noticed in large letters the word 'PENIS' again; this time written about halfway across the board. Again she looked around in vain for the culprit, so she proceeded with the day's lesson. 

Every morning for about a week, she went into the classroom and found the same disgusting word written on the board, each day's larger than the previous one. Finally one day, she walked in expecting to be greeted by the same word on the board but instead found the words: 

"The more you rub it, the bigger it gets."

Constantly

At night I try
To close my eyes
But I, I can’t get much sleep
You're always on my mind
You look so fine
I often pretend
That your mine
Or at least my friend
If you could read my mind
The only thing you'd find is you
I don't you know
I long to be with you
Every single way of every single day
I start drifting away
And I think of you
I
practice my words
And I build up the
nerve
But
Words disappear
whenever you are near
I catch your eye
Time after time
Is love in the air?
Or is it all in my
mind

Lucid Dream

Do you often sometimes wake up and wonder whether you are still dreaming? 

Well at times i ask myself that question everyday in 

The morning but no answer's yet or any clues.

At times i have the power to decide things, 

Make choices, choices that i have to live with

 Right or wrong only I can make them, I choose my friends

And i choose those close to me, well i guess all i need around me is people

i can trust and depend on. 

It's a shame how you think you know your friends for year’s even decades

But something in your gut tells you something is not right about them.

I regret others' your guts tell you that some people are closer 

That you think, want to be more than friends, people you know 

You can live with the rest of your life with little disappointment,

Never having to worry about anything. 

At the end of the day i still wonder i am living in a dream 

And if so can i make relive certain moments, go back and 

Change the hands of time? 

I still wonder!

Good Times

Dear Ivy Halls

 I am very thankful of you, I will remember you the rest of my life 

I guess, you brought Kajsa and Me to the same block and flat

So many memories shared, they will be hard to forget 

The smiles, the laughs, the joys, the hang over’s, the 

Friends we met along the way, the food club, and the ping pong games,

 The beers, the wine that made our teeth red, the best German meal ever,

The not so good Hungarian dinner, real tiramisu from Italy, the annoying Indians,

Movie nights in your room, Kenyan beer, Swedish meatballs, the most expensive 

cheese cake, the night outs, the clubs, the music, the kitchen parties,
the bets, the shopping trips, the chocolates and Doritos,
entourage, vampire diaries , bill the vampire , true blood, Dr House,

Danielle and Adam & cricklewood town.

Amongst other things the uncomfortable single spring bed, the tiny bathroom, 

The kitchen with food thieves, the slow internet,  

Well all this is hard for me to contemplate now the one thing i will miss the most

Is you. Words alone can’t say how i feel now 
loneliness has struck once again but 

At the end of the day Martin will always be here for you 24-7, 365 days

A year i am a phone call away, a txt msg away, Skype and msn ...not too 

Much facebook..No matter the situation i got ya back it's a bit too late now

 To express any emotions but we had our 

Moments hoping for a better tomorrow though wherever this journey 

Takes us hope destiny brings us back together again

Luv
Martin

Ivy Halls Fall 2010

It's all about a pretty girl and not me lol !

k

wat u doing/

??

hahah nothing im just surfing the internet now

k

cool

is mimi back home?

I don't know havent seen her ...cus i was in the shops ealier

ohk

cool

..

i texted her

but no reply

...

thought she was busy

...

no idea what' she's up to then !

yeah

i was waiting for her result

??

oh ye hav no clue cus she hasn't told me as well !

ohk

yeap

well dude

its upto

her then

of cos man

..

so wat movie did u watch??

avatar

huh

ye...have u watched it ?

yeah bro

in 3D

...

its gud

..

i saw in india

haahaaa ok cool man

now watching

misfits

...

series

funny series lol

try watching it

oh ye ....i will but i dont even have it

ohk

..

just watch online...

the internet in ivy sucks so it's gunna take ages

yeah

man

well

u can take from mimi

she got it

i downloaded myself

as i got internet at my place

i will do that then tommorow

yeah

but its so funny

especially the guy named "nathan"

vaa

he is just funny

..

yee can't wait to see that

yeah

sure

.........

man ur gonna be famous soon

hahah

famous ? why is that

?

haha

yeah

well incase your wondering this is not wikileaks try martin leaks apparently i have a conversation but it turns out otherwise if you look at the picture carefully u get the message. Well im a bad person in a certain way but i feel insulted at times .